WHAT

ponifa @ 2007-11-15T19:30:00

2007-11-16T00:30:34Z

fuck all of you.

ponifa @ 2007-08-22T12:02:00

2007-08-22T16:12:05Z

Just read the Pitchfork review of Under the Blacklight, and the last paragraph really caught my eye...

"For the relative few who really, really care, debates may rage over whether Under the Blacklight marks some sort of progress, though what's just as likely is that Rilo Kiley's earlier output was artificially regressive in a bid for some sort of cred."

To write what was a pretty decent review (at least not negative), and then to marginalize the intended audience of the review seems pretty stupid to me. To top it off, they insinuate that the band was faking it on previous records "in a bid for some sort of cred"? The kind of "cred" Pitchfork devotees will deride you for not having, and do everything they can to cultivate?

Anyway who cares what Pitchfork says, the album all and all just doesn't feel right. Not enough Blake, too much Maroon 5.

ponifa @ 2007-06-24T13:36:00

2007-06-24T17:37:10Z

new shoes

ponifa @ 2007-04-11T22:17:00

2007-04-12T02:18:12Z

yeah the crows, crows, crows
rose, rose, rose from the grave

ponifa @ 2007-03-27T02:40:00

2007-03-27T06:44:02Z

I'm fucking awesome at ruining things! WOOOOOO00/.!1 No bettr way to prepare yourself for a life chanigng court date than by drinking yourself into a stupor/.

being bad is so good

ponifa @ 2007-03-16T14:08:00

2007-03-16T18:09:21Z

SPRING BREAK WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ponifa @ 2007-02-27T00:19:00

2007-02-27T05:20:32Z

whiskey and Ellen Degeneres all by my lonesome on a monday night.

send help please

ponifa @ 2007-02-02T10:32:00

2007-02-02T15:37:42Z

for anyone who cares, i have been moved to march 27th. if you dont know, dont ask.

ponifa @ 2007-02-01T18:07:00

2007-02-01T23:07:38Z

Who sent me moustaches and eyebrows?

ponifa @ 2006-12-27T11:01:00

2006-12-27T16:02:58Z

what a fucking night.

ponifa @ 2006-12-22T17:32:00

2006-12-22T17:34:02Z

oh man this is sofuckinggood! WII POST HUZZAH

ponifa @ 2006-12-21T16:44:00

2006-12-21T21:48:27Z

also GHJSADDDDDDDDDDDHJLKAAAAAAAAAAAWERTUAAAASDJHHHHMNCVXLKJSASM>>>FLKKKKKKKKKKKKKHSAFEJUTNDCVJBKDSJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJKSXBCVHBDSLJABSHBCCCCCCCXZMDVFWURIDSJSKERLGKJSAHEDLKVJBNLSDKBJVLK
i wish there was some way i could punch the internet.

ponifa @ 2006-12-21T16:21:00

2006-12-21T21:21:13Z

This year there isn't anyone to pull me out of my hole.
Well I hear if you dig deep enough you come out the other side.

the final HP has a name. It sounds interesting. This has been the greatest excitement of my vacation thus far. That and wii weather.

I would almost rather not be on vacation at all, frankly. At least when school was in session I had a reason to get up before three.

freedom isn't free.

p.s. I have been stupid and childish about a lot of things, and have been nothing if not selfish and self-righteous this year. And last year. What seems like so long ago, someone I loved told me I had changed and I denied it. They were right, I am not the same person you used to love, if any of you ever really felt that way about me. But things are supposed to change, right? And maybe none of the things I blame myself for are my fault, just accidents of distance or whatever. It still doesn't make me feel any better about myself.

Anyway, the whole point of this post is to say I'll probably be in maryland sometime between the 3rd-14th next month. So if I see you on the street do me a favor and just don't pretend to ignore me.

ponifa @ 2006-12-15T15:49:00

2006-12-15T20:49:53Z

later

ponifa @ 2006-12-13T18:48:00

2006-12-13T23:50:05Z

done with school -

out of town for 24-27.

parents are here till new years.

anybody wanna do ... anything?

ponifa @ 2006-12-12T01:39:00

2006-12-12T06:39:38Z

all that water rushing in

ponifa @ 2006-11-05T18:36:00

2006-11-05T23:36:07Z

Great success! High five!

ponifa @ 2006-10-31T02:54:00

2006-10-31T08:04:59Z

Things are coming to a head. The envelope can barely be pushed any further. You try to be tough, but it only works for so long, or until a few drinks loosen you up. Then, disaster.

I'm lost.

ponifa @ 2006-10-26T16:12:00

2006-10-26T16:21:11Z

My car just got totalled.

I hate my life.

ponifa @ 2006-10-18T08:38:00

2006-10-18T12:38:51Z

on the morning when I woke up without you for the first time,
I felt free.
and I felt lonely.
and I felt scared.
and I began to talk to myself almost immediately,
not being used to being the only person there.
hmmmm

the first time I made coffee for just myself,
I made too much of it.
but I drank it all,
just 'cause you hate it when I let things go to waste.
and I wandered through the house, like a little boy lost at the mall.
and an astronaut could've seen the hunger in my eyes from space.

and I sang oh
what do I do?
what do I do?
what do I do?
what do I do without you?

on the morning when I woke up without you for the first time,
I was cold, so I put on a sweater.
and I turned up the heat.
and the walls began to close in
and I felt so sad and frightened,
I practically ran from the living room out into the street.

and the wind began to blow and all the trees began to bend.
and the world in its cold way started coming alive.
and I stood there like a businessman waiting for a train.
and I got ready for the future to arrive.

and I sang oh
what do I do?
what do I do?
what do I do?
what do I do without you?

ponifa @ 2006-10-17T19:19:00

2006-10-17T23:19:25Z

some things go bad just because

ponifa @ 2006-10-15T12:34:00

2006-10-15T16:35:39Z

i have monday/tuesday off. anyone feel like adventuring?

ponifa @ 2006-09-28T17:08:00

2006-09-28T21:09:17Z

so for the second time running, i have purchased a ticket to see the mountain goats in dc, and i have been prevented from going.

i think i'll just stay here and drink.

ponifa @ 2006-09-04T04:18:00

2006-09-04T08:19:24Z

guys the crocodile hunter died. stingray wound. not really what i expected.

ponifa @ 2006-08-25T15:32:00

2006-08-25T19:34:09Z

you'll ask, "whats a pallisade?" and if we're too late for happiness